Myth: It is MY fault that I got Cushing's...
Myth: "It is MY fault that I got Cushing's. I did something wrong that caused me to be sick! If I would have just done XYZ, this would not be happening to me!"
Fact: This is a very controversial topic because we don't like to talk about it. However, many people struggle with this myth. We NEED to dispel this myth my friends! Patients themselves assume responsibility, accountability, and self blame for becoming ill.
To compound all of that, patients are often told by loved ones, family, and sometimes even their churches or other supports that there is something that THEY could be doing or haven't done that has caused their declining health. "If you would just follow that raw food diet, then all of your symptoms would go away", "Juicing is the answer! I told you to juice and you wouldn't get those tumors!", Sometimes, you are told that if you would just pray harder or have greater faith, then there is no way that you would be sick right now. And my absolute favorite, "you are just too obsessed with being sick and having Cushing's! Stop thinking that you have it and it will go away!".
Now, don't get me wrong, I find value in "positive thinking" and affirming health, wealth, and all kinds of great things. This helps build up strength and personally keeps me motivated, especially during the times that I feel like absolutely throwing in the towel and giving up!
However, I am NOT the reason and YOU are not the reason for this war with this dreadful disease. What many people don't understand is how tenacious, brave, courageous, and INDOMITABLE you are! Cushing's patients do not just get surgery and then everything is magically OK.
Many patients have to go through multiple surgeries, sometimes radiation, sometimes years of testing to find the ultimate source of the disease, even after having several organs messed with. Even after patients obtain their "cure", they are faced with residual and lingering negative effects of the illness, other hormone dysregulation issues, and the anxiety and fear of a recurrence which is based in absolute reality.
There are people, like myself, who are in remission from Cushing's, BUT we now have Addison's Disease/Adrenal Insufficiency as a result of removing vital organs in order to save our lives from Cushing's. So, are we to think that Adrenal Insufficiency is ALSO our faults every time we near death after an adrenal crisis?! NO! NO! NO!
This is NOT your fault! This is NOT your doing! STOP blaming yourself! The best you can do is to FIGHT! Take an empowered stance by saying "NO" to those who won't listen. Say "NO" to those who project blame onto you and tell you that this is just a "fat person's excuse to stay fat". You are not just a "fat person"! YOU are an amazing person who is fighting for your life!
Let me be clear that this blaming is common and we all do it. In my "5 stages of Loss" series on Youtube; I address the "Bargaining" stage of loss, in which we assume responsibility for getting sick or even for getting better.
Everyone should watch this to understand why and how we do this:
Remember, you are a survivor! YOU are Indomitable!!! This is NOT your fault! You WILL overcome!